sillylittleidiot

18 and Afraid of the Future Here I stand a legal adult, But the inner child is Afraid. To think, as college draws near, That in 4 years I have to get a real job, To make enough money to live on my own, And support myself in the Future. Then I should get married, The thought seems absurd. And after that, have kids, The thought seems absurd. I can hardly keep track of myself, Much less children that I\'d call my own. Although the thought of being a father delights me, It is exciting tho think, That I could create, raise, support, and nurture another human being. As my religion teacher Mr. Kennedy once said, \"The pitter-patte

I don't look forward to seeing them all again. There's all the friends that I knew once And have since had a gap of three months To never see them change. We're like the same species adrift On different continents, Changing and adapting to our new homelands Forgetting who we were and who we are. As I sit here musing on the changes I will see, I wonder if maybe a few of them, won't like the new me I've changed a lot.  Three monthes is a long time Just ask Kairos Alumnus what three nights can do. I'm sure that at least one night, We'll be back by the school In the dark With fire in our hands. Or maybe not.  Maybe that'll be all